مــؤلم ..ولكن ...رائـع

‪[[ ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﻀﺤﻚ ﻭﻋﻴﻨﺎﻙ ﺗﺼﺮﺥ
ﺑﺎﻟﺪﻣﻮﻉ ]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻨﻚ ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﻜﺎﺀ...
]] ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﺑﻮﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﺠﺎﺭﺡ
ﻓﻘﻂ ..ﻣﻨﻌﺎ ﻟﻺﺣﺮﺍﺝ ﻭﻻﺯﺩﺣﺎﻡ ﺍﻟﻤﻜﺎﻥ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﻭﺃﻧﺖ
ﺗﺘﻤﺰﻕ ...ﻣﻨﻌﺎ ﻟﻠﻘﻄﻴﻌﺔ ﻭ ﺣﻔﺎﻇﺎ
ﻟﻠﻌﻼﻗﺎﺕ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﺠﻠﺲ ﺑﻴﻦ
ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﺗﻀﺤﻚ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ ....... ﻭﺃﻧﺖ ﺗﺨﺘﻨﻖ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺤﺘﻀﺮ ﻟﺘﻤﻨﺢ
ﺍﻵﺧﺮﻳﻦ ﺿﺤﻜﺔ ﺻﺎﻓﻴﺔ ﻭﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ
ﻣﺸﺠﻌﻪ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻛﻠﻤﺔ
ﺗﺸﺠﻴﻊ ... ﺃﻭ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﺎﻣﺔ ﺣﻨﺎﻥ .. ﻭﺗﺤﻴﺎ
ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺣﺒﻴﺐ ]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺸﺠﻊ
ﻭﺗﻘﻒ ﺑﺼﻒ ﻛﻞ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﻭﺗﻜﻮﻥ ﺣﻨﻮﻧﺎ
ﻣﻌﻄﺎﺀ ﻣﺘﻀﺎﻣﻨﺎ ﻣﻊ ﻛﻞ ﺑﺸﺮ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ
ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﻌﻄﻴﻬﻢ ﻣﺎ ﻛﺎﻥ ﻣﻠﻜﻚ ﻭ ﻛﺎﻥ
ﺑﻴﺪﻳﻚ .... ﺑﺮﺿﺎﻙ ﻭ ﺭﻏﻤﺎ ﻋﻨﻚ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﻃﻌﻢ ﺍﻟﺘﻀﺤﻴﺔ ﻓﻲ
ﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺗﺤﺐ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻻ ﺗﺤﺐ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ
ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﺒﻜﻲ ﺑﻤﻔﺮﺩﻙ .. ﻭﺃﺷﺪ ﺇﻳﻼﻣﺎ ﺃﻥ ﻻ
ﺗﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻔﻬﻢ ﺳﺒﺐ ﺑﻜﺎﺋﻚ ﻭﻳﻘﺪﺭﻩ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺭﺍﺋﻊ ﺍﻹﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﻟﻔﺮﺝ
ﺍﻟﻘﺮﻳﺐ ﻭﺍﻟﺮﺏ ﺍﻟﺮﺣﻴﻢ]] .. ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[
ﺗﺴﺎﻓﺮ ﻣﺒﺘﻌﺪﺍً ﻭﻻ ﺗﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻳﻮﺩﻋﻚ ﻭﻻ
ﺗﻈﻦ ﺃﻥ ﺃﺣﺪﺍ ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻋﻮﺩﺗﻚ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﻣﺎ ﺃﺭﻭﻉ ﺃﻥ ﺗﻠﻘﺎﻫﻢ ﻧﺎﺳﻴﻦ
ﻣﺴﺎﻣﺤﺎ ﺻﺎﻓﺤﺎ ﻣﺘﺠﺎﻫﻼ ﻏﺪﺭﻫﻢ ﻓﺄﻧﺖ
ﺍﻛﺒﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻤﺎﻗﺎﺗﻬﻢ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[
ﻳﻤﻮﺕ ﺣﻠﻤﻚ ﻭﺗﻨﺘﺤﺮ ﺁﻣﺎﻟﻚ ... ﻭﺗﺴﺎﻓﺮ
ﺣﺒﻴﺒﺘﻚ ]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﻣﺎ ﺃﺭﻭﻉ ﺍﻹﻳﻤﺎﻥ
ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺴﻠﻴﻢ ﺑﺎﻟﻘﺪﺭ ﻭﺍﻟﺘﺄﻛﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺭﺣﻤﺔ ﺍﻟﻠﻪ
ﺑﺎﻟﺒﺸﺮ]] ... ﻣﺆﻟﻢ ﺃﻥ [[ ﺗﻌﺎﻧﺪﻙ
ﺍﻟﺪﻧﻴﺎ......ﻭ ﻣﺘﻌﺐ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺘﺤﺪﺍﻙ ﺍﻟﻈﺮﻭﻑ
]] ﻭﻟﻜﻦ[[ .. ﺗﺄﻛﺪ ﺃﻥ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺗﺮﻛﻊ ﺃﻣﺎﻣﻚ
ﻋﻨﺪﻣﺎ ﺗﺠﺪﻙ ﺗﺒﺘﺴﻢ ﻟﻤﺎ ﺗﻔﻌﻠﻪ ﺑﻚ...
]] ﺍﺑﺘﺴﻢ [[ ﺑﻮﺟﻪ ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺗﻔﻬﻢ ﺍﻟﻌﺎﻟﻢ
ﻭﺗﻘﺒﻞ ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻛﻤﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻻ ﻛﻤﺎ ﺗﺮﻳﺪﻫﻢ
ﺃﻧﺖ... ﺗﺤﺪﻯ ﺃﻻﺯﻣﺎﺕ.. ﻭﻗﺎﻭﻡ
ﺍﻟﺼﻔﻌﺎﺕ]] ... ﻭﺍﺧﻴﺮﺍ [[ ﺍﺑﺘﺴﻢ ﺑﻮﺟﻪ
ﺍﻟﻜﻮﺍﺭﺙ ...ﻣﻬﻤﺎ ﻛﺎﻧﺖ ﻣﺆﻟﻤﻪ ﻓﻬﻲ
ﺑﺎﻟﻜﺎﺩ ﺳﺘﺨﺠﻞ ﻣﻨﻚ ... ﻭﺗﻮﻟﻲ ﻣﺪﺑﺮﻩ‬